We can't never stop or abandon someone to knocked our mind suddenly... 

It's true we can control our mind, but when it comes to the case, when we have spare time to just left our mind relax, sometimes the memory that you want to forgot just appear without any expectation.. it's natural and it's uncontrolled... 

So, I promise my self to just take it slow about "you" and just let it flow.. I don't want to think about it..

but today.. I just did.. quite constant.. 

Pathetically. I don't even know if I ever cross your mind...  

peace and love.. *  :))