first and foremost ...I wanna say Thank God for giving me this opportunity to express and deliver what I had that you given to me, I just wanna make sure I won't let anyone who love me down including YOU.. It's truly a blessing.. You will never say NO to my prayers.. and I know that.. so once again THANK YOU SO MUCH!
Well, It's been a week I'm working.. and it wasn't hard as i thought..what I learned is, everything will seem so hard when you haven't try to do it or learn about it.. but after you did, whatever it is, it will be just fine cause you have a knowledge about it.. siiiigh* tired but enjoying it.. that's what i feel now... :) So yeah... that's all for today..
It's been ages since we met each other.. and we finally met again Yesterday... and there's nothing really change.. except the fact that we now a grown up.. not a teen anymore I can say young woman :) It was fun.. bringing back the memories we had together.. :) it was just 3 of us.. and it could be that fun.. just talking.. Nostalgia to be exact.. and how if all of us,. sitting together and doing the same thing?? it would be an epic fun I can imagine.. :)
and this is us ages ago.. :)
and I hope there will be a time when we can sit together again... :) hopefully soon ...
Thursday, May 19, 2011
I think for now
Family gathering is a place for me to just forget whatever negative things that stayed inside my mind
get simple laughs from them, it's like a washed to all the bad thoughts in my mind
seeing, the cutest moment it's just incomparable..
for now...
I'm truly in love with my Big Family
This is the old version picture of us
like 10 years ago ? i guess..
latest picture... last Hari raya.:) too bad i wasn't there :(
My week closed very well,. I can say that.. I was having dinner with my big family in one of the oldest restaurant in my town.. We were having fun a lot.. especially "little nephew" was doing his funny things most of the time.. very cute indeed! unfortunately i forgot to take a snap shots... :( We had a good meals.. even though i just used braces so it's quite hard for me to enjoy the food but it doesn't count... the moment just too damn nice to remember the little irritating pain i feel.. doing a Karaoke time with my family is just a good thing to do in order to relieving stress or any negative feeling..
So two things can really boost my mood.. MY BIG FAMILY and MY FRIENDS
I ain't need big party to boost my mood, i just need simple laugh.. :)
A Beautiful Moment can be easily create with Beautiful people..
Start your day with a big pretty smile..
=))))
ps: I hope there'll be a good news on Monday.. work acceptance i'm waiting.. *pray*
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
We can't never stop or abandon someone to knocked our mind suddenly...
It's true we can control our mind, but when it comes to the case, when we have spare time to just left our mind relax, sometimes the memory that you want to forgot just appear without any expectation.. it's natural and it's uncontrolled...
So, I promise my self to just take it slow about "you" and just let it flow.. I don't want to think about it..
but today.. I just did.. quite constant..
Pathetically. I don't even know if I ever cross your mind...
Well, Talk about love.... I see some people fall in and out of love very easy... and on another side it's hard for some people to fall in and out of love... which side I belong to ? haha! I have no idea.. There are so many descriptions about love and there are also so many ways to show .. but for me love is a feeling that really can't be described, it's something you can only feel. It's about caring for somone deeply, and never wanting to let go. It's about thinking about them constantly, and no matter what they do, you can never stop loving them.Your completely comfortable with them. it's complicated, it's chaos and in the end LOVE IS HARD..
ohh talk about the song, it's very easy listening .. meaningful lyrics.. love the music and the voice no doubt because it's JAMES MORRISON! I always love his songs... =)
April 29th The Prince of wales William Arthur Philip Louis's wedding
One thing that certainly cannot wait for you or understand you, TIME... It's passed just like that.. it's up to us whether we wanna make it memorable or just simply plan fucking bored! I mentioned a month earlier, all my wishes for this year, perhaps. lemme tell you something, only one wish came true a month ago, so what about this month? guess, I wouldn't expect that much for this month.. see the fact of my surrounding really doesn't support me in anyways (that's my opinion).. I haven't try my best i agree.. but for working my ass off I need supportive surrounding not 'do as i said' surrounding.. The only thing I really wanna accomplish this month is GET A JOB! I eagerly need one! I just want to be a teenager who can possibly express my imagination or thoughts generously . overall, I hope me and this month will go along together very well.. I don't expect better just merely well..
