Okey! another sad Saturday night here.. again! So i guess i better spend sometime before i jump to my bed to wrote something... hmm I have nothing much to share actually,. well this week is a little bit different from any other weeks, I kind of put myself into some kind of trouble that could end up either worse or embarrassing... I don't know where the hell i get the guts to do it.. yeah call me crazy, playing with a fire.. But hey i need some "fun"..just see how it goes... but i didn't expect anything but peace in the end though..
Meanwhile, My friends been talking about this variety show from Korea lately.. called "Running man" and i was really curious about it.. so I watched it as well... Oh Gossshh! now I'm just like them who addicted to watch it.. it's very entertaining show, silly, lame, funny but overall it's awesome.. The bad part is we need to download it if we didn't have the TV channel.. and I'm one of those who have to download it.. and up til now i still can't download the rest of eps... :( so unlucky! i only have eps 1 up to 20 and i also get it from my friend.. so i never really download it my self.. :( and i just miss the show..
well since then, I've officially become a "Korean man" Fans, I watch this guy named Yonghwa on the show, and I also find out that he is a singer and very talented musician.. so.. I declare you all now, im officially number one fans.. hehehe :D
and there's something about Korean language that make me interested to learn.. it's really cute! :p so probably next course is KOREAN hehe.. well i never thought that i could be in this moment now, where i find my self getting kinda crazy about korean boys.. but He's a thing and i guess he's worth it to be adore .. heheh <3
I love the way he sing it.. and the voice.. it really melt me down <3
I usually don't like this type of pretty boy, but there's something in him that caught my attention..
which is HE PLAY GUITAR AND SING VERY WELL
Sigh* oke enough about my new idol, it's time for a confession that i only confess here..(yeah call me weird) well, i feel so Lonely nowadays.. and i guess that's the reason why i jumped to conclusion that im gonna do that crazy thing (i can't mention im sorry) but you just need to know, it's very stupid.. My life recently is all about movie and fantasy.. even pursuing my own dreams seems so impossible.. keeping my head straight and face it is not as easy as i thought ... it's very hard.. and hurting.. People said, i need more action.. well i will try my best, but when you're heart is still in somewhere else i guess it's really hard to focus on what people want not what we want.. but you can't always get what you want.. the confusion between wants and needs now playing around inside my head.. sometimes i talk and fight with my self,.. here I am in a massive confusion ever probably for my entire life.. i feel like now im really in the edge of breaking down...
ps: sorry if the post is really messed up! i just wanna write.. what inside my freaking mind now...
There are so many ways in this world for you to make your dreams come true. Some people are just really lucky , so they get the most easy way and some people are just less lucky so they need to work harder to make it happen.. If we see it in general, it's normal this world always have " a balance element " and if we see it personally, It seems so unfair.. so talk about dreams... God give us this free mind to have dreams.. wise person always says dream as high as you can .. I have my dreams.. but it's not that easy for me to pursue it... sometimes i feel like given up every time I saw people who can accomplish their dream (which is exactly like mine) so easily.. even worst, I sometimes lose my faith, that there's a power that no one in this world can deny not even one single person... it's really hard to pull them all back.. but this is the fact~ I mean i should really wake up and face the reality.. and I did, but sometimes i feel like I'm so close to be there and suddenly something hold it back.. I know GOD has 3 different ways to answer prayer... so i should stay believe and try .. I don't know.. I think it's a punishment because i was getting far away from where i should be..this is the moment where i should face the people who fight together with me go more further.. and i just can watch.. and still wishing i wish someday ... i could be there too...no one could ever imagine how bad does it feel.. not even the closest person in my life.. but in the end GOD always know the best .. :)
Yesterday is a crazy fun night I had with my girls and other friends.. we have a reunion.. and it's awesome!! we haven't meet each other like FOREVER. and it's really great to see and catch up with them... many differences I discovered from them, like we used to be an innocent little girl and boy and now.. all grown up~ the sad part is not everyone could make to the reunion because most of them still out of the town doing their responsibility as students and employees.. the day ended very well at Hägen-Dazs... we shared the fondue together.. and it was soooo great great desert we had.. we kept teasing each other the whole day.. I mean what could be more fun then that.. im sure there are.. but for yesterday, it was epic perfect!
After all, Thank you guys for made my day so fun at least I can start my Monday with smile on my face, cause you guys heal my stress..!!
THERE'S NOTHING BETTER THAN CATCHING UP WITH FRIENDS!!
I am so in love with ya'll
These are some pictures I captured by my mobile phone
and This is what we had last night!! thoughts ??? ;)
xoxo
love and peace, as always!
see ya on the next post dearly visitors :D
ps: the next Saturday, would be another FUN!! I'm so Excited!
I hate the fact that your nearly halfway around the world. I hate the fact that i can't be near you, talk to you, get to know who you really are. I hate the fact that you'll end up meeting some beautiful girl. I hate the fact that i can't be in love with you.
So, I just watched this movie called "just go with it" and it's very sweet movie I can recommend to you who do love drama type of movie.. It's funny, meaningful and enjoyable movie..
Well, after watching it I realize that sometimes thing could just happen without even give a ring to us, in this case "love".. sometimes we don't realize that actually the person we're looking for is just right in front of us.. and sometimes we just need to let everything go with the flow and lead us to somewhere we even never expect to find it..
So I guess, It might be an epic fun if we can find out our own mystery.. because our life is a truly mystery... :)
Best scene for me was when Katherine (Jennifer A) and Danny (Adam s) going out for dinner and start telling what they love about each other and seeing eyes to eyes.. sweeets! ;D
Oh hello people.. its been quite awhile since last time I updated this blog,. well my birthday is passed but let share about it for awhile.. nothing really special about that day except the fact that GOD still giving me chance to live, pursue my dreams, a chance to be better person.. anyway, I did celebrate it in my office just with a cake and some cookies.. and share the happiness with everyone.. just anothe blessing.. . Ohh one more thing! I'm officially graduate too.. :D my july is really blessed and blast!! now I'm 19.. last age for being a teenager perhaps.. But screw that seriously.. so yah 19 single and HAPPY!! what could I expect more!
At the moment we're moeslem are having our precious month that most probably we waiting forthrought out every year.. anyway RAMADAN KARIM!!!
